Tuesday, March 16, 2010
i was so agitated i nearly jumped off dad's van last friday..
jessyphua was here @ 10:56 PM
Monday, March 8, 2010
Burdened
Have been feeling very burdened.
I wrote a letter to him today. Hope it'll make him happier.
Everything is not doing fine the way I wanted.
Everything's just not right..
jessyphua was here @ 10:42 PM
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Revenge isn't really all that sweet.
I wanted to rob him and then give him a good beating.
But I softened and only gave him a few slaps.
My heart really aches. But who would have understood.
jessyphua was here @ 12:08 AM
Sunday, February 14, 2010
新年初一，心好烦。
I'm so damn disappointed with my mum. very much too disappointed. leopard will never change its spot. I always thought my mum will change, but it seems I'm wrong. She's like this and she will always be like this.
PROVE IT! Talking with no action doesnt impress me at all.
Everything that could ever go wrong all went wrong at this point of time. EVERYTHING.
jessyphua was here @ 7:32 PM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Chinese New Year Eve
It's CNY eve.
I've been so busy, so engaged with my work I neglected my family. And I felt so guilty. I must take leave to spend a little time with you.
I miss you a lot. I miss the time we spent playing together. I miss the time we quarrelled over stupid things. Calling each other names. The time you insulted me with names that get me mad.
I'm so stressed out everyday. I could not concentrate, I keep making stupid mistakes continuously. I really want to do my best to keep my promise to boss. To repay her and my supervisor's kindness, their understanding, and their tolerance.
I know I'm self-centred, but that's just the way I am all along.
hai..
jessyphua was here @ 11:17 AM
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Try Sleeping with a Broken Heart
For a moment I was lost for words.
Chinese New Year is only next week, but my family's not celebrating this year.
So many things had happened and everyone's stressed out. I really don't wish to throw tantrum but I still did. Everything's so outta my control!
It's at this kinda time that we know who are the ones who are real to us, and who're not. Disappointed, but that's just the fact.
I'm really trying my best to continue living my every day. It's hard, but so was it for my family. After the October last year, I thought everything's gonna be fine. But I was wrong. DEAD WRONG.
I wish I could turn back time. To undo my mistakes, to have treated YOU better so you won't be led astray.
I'm so sorry..
jessyphua was here @ 11:32 PM
